group therapy

they hold it,

the silver lever.

the white coat man

says, ‘Now.’

we feel the shock

in our guts, at

our fingers tips,

charging our eyeballs.

everything smells like

burnt hair.

those around us

scare us.

‘Why? Again?

Why again?’

smoke clears.

sparks dissipate

out our soles and

find homes in our bones

and blood.

i see you and remember

what we share.

you smile.

i smile.

the white coat man

says, ‘Now,’ and

they slam the lever down.

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there is not enough bewilderment

to fill this senseless void;

the place we’ll bury the

dead kids we failed.

one bad dream

i’m a prisoner of a psychopath,

chained to a chair.

then fleeing from his

warehouse torture dungeon.

a forgotten kid from highschool

is a secret henchman and

shoots at me in the

parking garage after i ask

his help.

out a hole in the wall, and

i’m in the midst of the downtown

i see everyday.

no one about to ease

the fear of being caught,

or offer safety

from the madman.

run naked, bleeding

barefoot on pavment

in the sunshine.

see two cops, they

move to come save me.

feel shame for crying

before i can tell them

why i am.